His Kryptonite

I can smell it in his room, Smell it in his house, and Smell it in his car. I can smell them everywhere. It is like they never leave. They are always around us, tempting him, and laughing at me. Most of the time I can shake it off and say it is the last time I will smell them. But it never goes away. It fallows me all the way to my home. Even when I’m laying in my bed crying at night I can smell them. He knows that I can smell them and the scent is just as strong as him smelling them. He sees the pain in my eyes, sees what it does to me and yet he does not stop. When he heads for the door again to go on tour or even finish up a record deal I know it is a lie. For he has a weakness I’ve known about for some time now. Almost like a weakness like superman has with the beautiful shinny green rock Kryptonite. It looks beautiful but get too close and it can hurt you. Only for my baby it is a different kind of hurt. For he does not know it but my heart will not take anymore. I will not take the pain he is throwing at me. My friends and family say it is not healthy to stay, to be around a man who does not care. To be with a man that lies cheats and breaks my heart. I agree I can’t do it anymore. I don’t want to try and love him anymore. The damage is done and I’m leaving tonight. For when he goes to the “studio” later I will pack and be on my way. When the time is coming for him to leave he pulls me close and says he wants me to wait up for him tonight for he has something to share that he made specifically for me. I nod my head as he kisses me on the cheek saying in my mind “Yea right you freak.” He left and drove away and I got into my car as well driving to my girl’s house letting everything settle on to my heart. A few days later after I would not answer any of his calls, I was driving to the salon. I turn up the radio to hear his voice saying the vary words that I knew he always wanted to say…

I want you to be my lois lane,
Girl I promise I'm gonna change, and it aint gonna be this way forever,
Girl I'm gonna get myself together, cause your the one I love,
Because your like a drug that I can't get enough of,
I'm just so confused, dont know what to do,
Cause the way that it's feeling, I like how it's feeling,
It's getting so hard, to fight that feeling.

I wanna be your superman,
I'm trying to save our love the best way that I can,
Cause these girls they're like kryptonite,
These girls my kryptonite,
These girls got kryptonite,
These girls my kryptonite,
And I really wanna make it work, but I cant stop messing round,
I'm here doing dirt,
Cause these girls they're like kryptonite,
These girls my kryptonite,
These girls got kryptonite,
These girls my kryptonite,
Oh baby.